17 Oct

Where were you?

You’re always here. But not tonight, not tomorrow.

Come home. Please.



Egotistical, Big-headed, Garbage dirtballs, Whoever you may be

8 Jan

Be humble enough to obey.

A simple yet deep quote I’ve encountered years ago, printed on my band t-shirt. All of us have the capital E on our foreheads but why is it so hard for you to lower yours? Sometimes life knocks us outta nowhere letting we know how big He is. Or that’s more of a reminder to us.

Because we always forget.


The J Issue

2 Jan

Jealousy is a disease. It kills. You can either show it on your face or probably act out on your deceitful behaviour. Despite the obviousness, not everyone can simply interpret those gestures. And not all who can interpret those gestures can control their feelings and emotions knowing the truth.

This kind of attitude is assumed to have deleterious effects not just on one side of the party, but both. Eventually, this will lead to hatred which is hardly unavoidable.

It’s already 2014. From now onwards, let us all just be sincere. I hope.


Thank You 2013

31 Dec

The declining rate of my posts this year is just saddening. Nothing much could be done as I have only a few hours left to New Year. Even if I started writing 1 post per 30mins starting now, it would still be insufficient to cover the days I’ve left this page on idle. Or perhaps, dead?

The year-end review of my life has been on a constant trend I’d say. Well I guess the end of the year is the only time where I get the chance to let the krèp outta my head for the whole 360 days. And like the most of time, I’ll just come up with some positive wordings on ‘life goes on’ yada yada and how I survived quite a sucky year despite the good things that happened – on annual basis. Well I’m about to say those things again now. Above all, I thank Allah for everything.

This year, Japan happened. And Baby A arrives safely in the warmth hand of her mummy. And my best friends got married. Countless blessings from Him and again, Alhamdulillah syukur from the bottom of my heart.

Let us all be complacent about our achievements this year and strive for the better in the years to come. Happy 2014 yalls!



30 Dec

The art of accepting needs a lot of patience and sometimes, courage. Because we all have flaws. When was the last time you accept people wholeheartedly? Or when was the last time you’ve been accepted?

Don’t judge someone because they sin differently than you. They’re just trying to be themselves or maybe covering up their alter egos or whatever. Or maybe they’re just afraid to show their true personality. Give me a chance. Give them a chance. Let’s try.


Royal Rumbles

19 Apr

Backlogs and pending projects on the table have been lying somewhere on other people’s desk (i.e. le boss) for checking. Meeting has been postponed, projects to be tabled are due, and my individual kpi is kinda starburst, but without the star. But hey I finally have some time to keep this page alive from its coma state although these insignificant rumblings of nonsensical things have got to stop.


Twenty Thirteen

8 Jan

Funny how on the last day of 2012, an email received saying how inactive I was in writing on this little column of mine this year. Don’t know whether it’s a good thing or bad. Maybe I’m too occupied with dear life I forgot that this doomed page even existed. Alhamdulillah, 2012 wasn’t a bad year at all. Despite the normality of ups and downs we’ve all encountered, it has been a very much awesome year I’d say. It’s actually true when people tell you to keep your mind away from all the negative energy you got from the pessimists, coz positivity rocks big time. You can actually focus on the brighter days more as you leave those shitheads behind. Putting aside on posting about my ny’s resolution, I think we all have those little list of ours every single year. Difference is that whether you’re istiqamah till you achieve those possible missions or simply let it go to be inserted in next year’s resolution list. Mine, I’d prefer to keep it to myself. Happy 2013 peeps! Guess I’m a bit late. Well as the same old same old saying goes, it’s better late than never. All the best to us! Cheerio! 🙂