Goodbye Forever

If you haven’t experienced any death in front of your own eyes, for sure you wouldn’t know what exactly life means. You’re not entitled to a definition of experiencing life. It’s always unexpected you can’t foresee something about this, even if you’re the most powerful doctor at a very top hospital, no you can’t. It’s all in His hand. It’s His decision, the Almighty, for all the things that happened and is going to, in this world. For He truly knows what’s best for us.

That’s why in this life, we must learn to appreciate an acknowledge other people. We must learn to forgive and forget. Learn to give and take. Because we never know, maybe tomorrow might be the last day for us to be spending time together. Maybe today. Maybe right now. We will never gonna know. Even if you’re trying so hard to convince people that you’re Alice Cullen or something. We don’t want to regret anything in the end. It’s like the living life of a shuttlecock. You seek and want it but when you already have it, you take control to push and give it to someone else. As for the matter, don’t ever leave your family or friend behind. Have you ever think what you might feel when you know that later, these people you’ve actually left behind when they needed help, were no longer in this world in a quick second? The feeling after the chaos is unexplainable. We don’t wanna regret this kind of things. Because if it’s your time to go, you can’t wait. You don’t even have the chance to contemplate even a tiny bit. Seriously.

So be nice to people as you live, seek forgiveness. You never know what’ll happen to you in the future. We’re living in a life full of hatred and desperation but we can always avoid it by ignoring the negatives. We can’t expect life to follow our commands and needs. Allah is always fair to His loyal servants. Only we didn’t realise that and keep blaming other things for our unfortunates. Don’t ever argue with His judgements. Do you know what’s it like to live without a parent in this world? Some might have the chance to know them, but some, they just don’t. Whilst some of us are really really lucky and blessed for we have given the chance to live with our parents as our guardian. Some even get the chance to meet their greatgrandparents, that explains we don’t and can’t know until what age we’re gonna live.

With tears running down the cheeks, everyone’s pretty shocked with my uncle’s death. He passed away while he was in Medan, Indonesia. Can you see, we will never know. Life is full of surprises. The good and the bad. I feel so sorry to my cousin Nadira who just got married, for the lost of her father. I know you’re one strong hearted girl so please take care of yourself. Now that your father has gone, let us all recite him as many Yassin and a mount full of prayers. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman. Kita perlu redha dengan kehendakNya. Semoga roh bapak dicucuri rahmat. InsyaAllah. Amin.

“You can shed tears that he is gone. Or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he’ll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he’s left. Your heart can be empty because you can’t see him, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he’d want; smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

Arwah Pak Teh & his daughter 😥